the sad sad life of mimi.
so be ready.
coz itz gonna be f*ckin' jiwang.
*hahakzZZZ!!!!!
far away...
sometimes people can make u be the best person u could ever be.they change u drastricly, wen they are gone, people start to realize that u're becoming worst.i can't help it but why are people asking me so many questions. about my atitude,my behaviour,my temper,my mood. stop asking me all this questions!!!! i can't answer what all of u are asking me. what must i do. i'm just who i am. i tried like wat all of u ask me to do. but nothing has changed. so fuck it. i'm so frustrated. so disapointed. i find it soo hard. yeah.. i noe i've gotten worst in work, so? so wat? his is how i run my life now. no one could understand why. not ibu,not wak,not abg,not CP,not RY,not naz,not tasha,no one.this is the first time in my life i'm like this. others did not make me become like this. maybe this is the first time i noe,i tasted....
LOVE
u wouldn't even reply my mgs anymore...
seems like u're so so far away...
all these dreams these memories...
why can't they just get out of my mind..
i'm hurting,thats for sure...
i skipped work today for the first time,coz i wanted to be alone...
**why must it turn out this way,why? i still don't get it...
(i didn't mean to question our mighty GOD,but why is my life killing me? driving me insane? why must my hopes and dreams be shattered,when there was a chance to save it....)
Sunday, March 02, 2008 // 4:46 PM